i'm crazy by nature. sometimes i'm not drunk perhaps. just super hyper crazy. lol. it's a great day. loves to chill. eat slack shop eat talk eat. that's life man. i'm not a gentle girl. lol. i miss the me in year one. where i used to beat my friends. i just feel so great. LOL. bian tai girl. :x have you ever seen road blocks before? i have seen one today! cool! hurr. saw alot of cars racing around. lapse and lapse. broom. vroooooom. vrrrooooomm... cools. do you know what's drift? cars~fantic. bikers! cars! vans! jeep! bus! i've late supper at yoshi. my fav salmon bowl. yummy. but ex! i'm running low running dry! money please please fall from the sky. save the needy.
something about angels is that we always fail to communicate and we always jump to conclusion. sigh. my birthday celebration with angels has become a sad thingy. hais. the numerious times cha and me wanting to bring back the relationship but it's always crash up. aeroplane, misunderstanding, last minute stuff. maybe it's just that we all tried but fate's not with us. will the day ever come... ? or it's that we can only have the memories.
birthday needs no celebration. perhaps i'm lazy to plan. that's why my birthday is always such a bad one. i thought on your birthday others will plan for you. but seems like it's not the case. sometimes you'll just feel sad cos you've done so much on their birthday but when it's yours it's like tat. hurr. i'm damn demanding. i'm damn selfish. but i thanks honeys for this great celebration. i'm really happy and blessed with your presence. :) sometimes it's really the effort that counts. it's the xin yi. i believe. i love all whom wished me happy birthday. hereby thanks my buddy for everything. and her effort for planning everything. :D
anyway i simply hate communication breakdown. it's the worst of everything. i hate showing concern for others but they misunderstand you. the feeling just suck.
i'm gonna commit sucide once i reach that weight which i'll never wanna reached. stop my mouth from eating. i've been constantly taking 6 meals per day. full meals! gosh!
exams over! not happy at all. there's not much stuff to do. life's turn so sian. work work work and more work. my introductary letter. where's my work place. gosh. sigh sigh sigh. where the hell is tuas!
friends might not be there always but once you need them they'll always be here. at least i will! :D
